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I don't have any friends in town, and my car won't make it that far to where they are. I have SOOO much homework and like, I'm trying to do it and I just can't for the life of me stop thinking about what happened. And like, I'm not doing good in school, and I've been going for like 5 years and still have 1 and a half or more years just to get my bachelors degree, and I can barely afford taking the classes as it is, I feel like giving up in life.
I really, really wanted to be with her. She was like, perfect for me, and I said stuff to screw it up because I was worried she'd find someone else... And in the end, I'm the one that fucked it up. I can't stop crying, I know she was perfect for "me". I know there are other fish in the sea, but she was everything I wanted; beautiful, smart, funny, and made me feel good about myself... Ugh, this hurts so badly...
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