Mirth

I read you all's replies, but it might be too late. I would love to reply to each reply since my last, but as of the time of this writing, I think it's over... I think we may have ended it, and I'm too heartbroken to reply any further.

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She broke up with me, pretty much officially... She said she was going to tell me she didn't want to do it anymore last night, but I pulled the final straw today. She said she just needs space and time apart, and I asked her like, I don't know how long she needs and if she's gonna be looking for other guys in the meantime, and she said she doesn't know... After crying for lots of time, I asked her if we can still be friends, and she said "fine". I don't even know if I want that anymore with her. In ways, I feel like killing myself, cause this is the first girl I've loved after 24 years of life, and it's all over, and I feel like it'll be another eternity before someone comes in my life... I don't know what to do, I don't know how to cope with this pain, it hurts so insanely badly...