Porn has never once influenced my habits when it comes to ... anything at all. As
Willravel may have said, I was underprepared. The feelings I got my first time, I dont think can be described by anything else besides experience. Books and films just constitute erotica when they try to describe it.
Lately I found myself behaving just as I may have once saw during porn but I never acted like that because I was 'taught' how to react to it .. I just reacted. I dont think I've changed how I express myself though.