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You shouldnt kid yourself that everyone else is "normal" and having a happy, feckless, sexy time... most people are screwed up in fact, some way or another, when it comes to matters of sex.
Being a virgin at 24 isnt especially uncommon, and if you really dont want to be one you dont have to be, but I suspect you want to have something more meaningful than a simple screw.
You should go and see her or have her come and see you the next time you have a vacation... how much would a train and a cheap hotel cost? It might work out or it might not, there are too many variables for anyone on here to be able to answer that for you, but if you have strong feelings about her right now, isnt it worth finding out?
And you probably shouldnt ever keep asking yourself why someone likes you - its just a messy business - if they appear to do so its best to accept it. We all see the worst sides of ourselves, or the best, depending on your character - other people are in a position to take a more balanced view.
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"Do not tell lies, and do not do what you hate,
for all things are plain in the sight of Heaven. For nothing
hidden will not become manifest, and nothing covered will remain
without being uncovered."
The Gospel of Thomas
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