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Originally Posted by Strange Famous
I just dont have the courage to seek help, because I dont know where it will end - I just have to try harder to manage my moods.
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Say what? You already are... you're here at TFP and you admit you have a problem.
Did you get enough self culture shock to put your brain on fixing things? Probably. You've obviously done a lot of thinking about it and this isn't something that just dawned on you.
Fratboy horseshit or not... if you did something stupid and learned from it and the memory of the physical sensations associated with it are enough to wake your ass up to the obstacles you have lurking behind your eyes, you're at least on the road to recovery. Time to start driving.
There are two ways to learn things in life: endless repetition and blunt force trauma. The endless repetition of feeling pissy and awkward in social situations may not have been enough but perhaps the literal and figurative blunt force trauma was enough.
Admission is the first step.
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Now, just go put on Boston's "Higher Power." That makes everybody feel better.