I know I have a problem with my mood swings, although I have never done anything like this before I do sometimes feel like Im on the verge of losing control.
Last week also my boss at work took me aside and said that someone had told him they were scared I might harm myself on the basis of my Facebook page and he asked if I felt like that etc (and I said I felt fine and I dont know where it came from) I personally didnt think I gave off those kind of signals, and the fact that to someone at least I do scares me too.
I just dont have the courage to seek help, because I dont know where it will end - I just have to try harder to manage my moods.
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"Do not tell lies, and do not do what you hate,
for all things are plain in the sight of Heaven. For nothing
hidden will not become manifest, and nothing covered will remain
without being uncovered."
The Gospel of Thomas
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