Now I feel bad Crompsin cause I do stuff like that all the time and for me it's not a sign of sexual tension but a way to make sure they're actually paying attention to me or to let them know I am moving near them and not to back up and step on me or something.
For me sexual tension takes the form of continous sideways glances, biting of the lower lip, a tendency to lean against the person in question and rest my head on their shoulder or chest, leaning over a pool table to flash a bit of cleavage - things like that
I blush more easily and I get this knot which seems to be spilt into 3 parts, one in my groin, one in my stomach and one in my throat.
I'm a pretty tactile person in general so I can get away with hugs and cuddling pretty often too.
At work sexual tension takes on a different dynamic - I tend to be alot more mercenarily minded there, sexual tension for me experienced by someone else becomes a thing to be exploited (not too much or they won't come back) then I'm more likely to bend over to flash a bit of thong and ass and show off long legs, dirty dance with one of the other girls - things that I would never dream of doing in my daily persona
I guess for me sexual tension expresses itself as an awareness of who is looking at what and being totally aware of my body.
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