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I like ratbastid's post; I'd like to type out a similar extended reply with explanations for it all, but I spose I won't cos I've already doubled-back inside my own head about it for months. We mutually broke up; the thing is though, we were teenagers. I'd been into pornography, sex, and all related trades since I was 7-years-old, and I have a lot of suppressed memories about many things. Having sex with them was for my own venture in which I decided to manipulate them. Then I ended it with a lack of sex in the relationship then felt like the biggest suck since. Then I went religious, & became the top student of my school. Hopefully, life pans out for me, I'm trying to move on from the part of my life that was tainted by sex. In addition, I'm on the look out for that special someone. I have the perfect person in mind, but I'm open-minded, and hope I can find someone that I want to be with for the rest of my life.
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