bcarson90

i've talk to her, and she doesnt know if we are going to get back together. she doesnt know what she wants right now. she is sorry for it and wishes it didnt happen. i asked her if she enjoyed it and she said no because she knew it was wrong. yeah f we dont get back together the cheatig thing is going to eat at me. this is the second time i've been cheated on. she didnt tell me, i had to find out from the guy, and when i was told i was driving and i about had to pull over to throw up i got so sick when i hear it. i dont know what that means, i dont know if me getting sick means that i truely loved her. some of her friends are pissed at her and say that she doesnt deserve to have me in her life. i hope she takes me back, because i'm willing to take her back.
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yeah my ex could be using me because we've had sex, and i told her that if we get back together we are not having sex for a long ass time. not until we're ready this time or until we can handle the emotions that comes with it.