I
can't get one, because none of them want me.
And I live in a really, really small town where 95% of this area's population is over 50 years old it seems, so like, I don't even know where to go to meet women either.
And I can't tell the difference between a girl who is only 16 and a girl that's 21 or something; if I seen that online girl that I like in person without ever have known her before, I'd think she's only like 16 years old, but she's 20.