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I look at porn initially, but its usually always a past memory that actually gets me off. Usually I fantasize about old partners, but the memories are getting overused now and its been 2 years since I've been in any sort of a sexual situation. So now it is usually just attractive girls that I see on a daily basis, but that is starting to mess with my head, probably due to the lack of actual sexual contact and daily fantasy sessions. I've recently been coming to the conclusion that masturbation is hindering me from pursuing anything, and making my social interactions awkward. That and weed.
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