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I am not. Sadly after 3 years together things did not end on a happy note. What made it worse was his behaviour after we broke up. There are things that are unforgivable. So I am not in the least interested in being in touch with him. In fact I'm sure that if our paths crossed, I would not even talk to him. Today, I don't regret having lost it to him, but I do think it was too soon and I wasn't entirely ready at the time.
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Whether we write or speak or do but look
We are ever unapparent. What we are
Cannot be transfused into word or book.
Our soul from us is infinitely far.
However much we give our thoughts the will
To be our soul and gesture it abroad,
Our hearts are incommunicable still.
In what we show ourselves we are ignored.
The abyss from soul to soul cannot be bridged
By any skill of thought or trick of seeming.
Unto our very selves we are abridged
When we would utter to our thought our being.
We are our dreams of ourselves, souls by gleams,
And each to each other dreams of others' dreams.
Fernando Pessoa, 1918
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