anti fishstick

don't talk to my first boyfriend at all. i tried to add him on facebook to no success. he did apologize once after our relationship and while we were still talking. and i do wish him the best.. but i just don't think he's interested in being friends and wants to leave the past to the past..

don't talk to guy i technically lost my virginity to either. i have no interest in talking to him again. i do wonder how he's doing from time to time, but i see no benefit to talk with him again.

trying very hard to give my latest ex space. i consider him the person i really lost my virginity to, in a way, because my first time with him was more meaningful than my first time... AND he broke my hymen whereas the first guy did not. he spoke to me a couple days ago, which makes me think we can still eventually be friends. but right now, i definitely need my space.

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