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my most recent ex didn't really like to french kiss. it sucked cos i love to make out but he wasn't good at it :P i hate the excessive sucking.. it actually hurts! and the rhythm of the kisses was just all off. felt weird.. sometimes he would try to french kiss me in the middle of the night while i was sleeping. i would wake up and take me a while to respond and actually kiss back. was i being violated? it felt very strange.. i didnt know if i should enjoy it bcos i never get to kiss him or repulsed because it was so awkward. bah.
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And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom.
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