silentbob

Hello TFP,
forgive me if this is in the wrong section.

I just really messed things up with a really good friend I have. We have both made it clear that we are nothing but friends, but when we first met, I did have more than friend feelings towards her. I want nothing but the best for her, and if she doesnt wanna be anything more, I'm not going to push it and I am perfectly fine with it.

This past week I did some things that I'm not particularly proud of, and I have already confronted her about it. I feel that she should no longer be wasting time on me because I have nothing good to offer her. Yet she insists that she still wants me there and shes wants to work things out.

I feel horrible that I put her through what I did (gonna have to let your mind wander on that), and I just want her to move on and be happy without me. However she doesnt seem to want to let me go like that.

Does anybody know why I / she is feeling this way? I've asked her why she wants to hold onto me, but she doesnt really have a reason.

Anybody have an idea whats going on? Is there something I'm overlooking?

Thanks