enzo89

Thanks for all the positive and helpful responses. Drinking isn't a problem anymore so I don't have any alcohol to pour out but im going to take your advice and get rid of everything drug related. All my drug problems basically started because of my insomnia. I couldn't go to school because I had a terrible sleep pattern so I missed alot since 7th grade and started getting terrible grades. I am very smart and creative and was very athletic as a child. I also was the most anti-drug and alcohol kid I knew until sophmore year. The only reason I started smoking weed regularly was because It was the only thing that could make me fall asleep. But now it doesn't even do that, when I get high I just get terrible anxiety.
I can barely remember what has happened in the last few years. I used to have a lot of really close friends but now I feel like I don't have any friends just some people to go party with who don't care about me. Now struggling with depression, bi-polar disorder, insomnia, social anxiety and dependence on drugs I have no clue what to do. So i'm starting with getting rid of the drugs which will probably get rid of the anxiety and maybe I'll be able to get on a normal sleep schedule. And now that I see how bad pot is messing with my life I think it will be easy to quit and luckily I haven't gotten addicted to any other drugs I was dumb enough to put into my body.