heh, i wrote a poem about this once in highschool. I write in pencil / eraser in the end / because i am not confidant enough / to write in pen
I really did think of writing with a pen as symbolizing more confidence. Since then, I do prefer pens now.. but I still don't feel all that much confident..
I like how gel pens feel. It's much more permanent than pencil and that's what i used to be afraid of. Now I really don't care..
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And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom.
~Anais Nin
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