It actually sounds to me like there is some anxiety.
just relax.
Don't place any pressure on yourself, and try talking to her about...your feelings.
What is she like? Is she open to you? Emotionally?
I personally can say with some experience that as a 'sensitive' type, if I am not with a like-minded girl that is just as 'into it' as I am, it becomes a drag, if you see what i mean.
Also, don't look for your fetish. It will find you eventually.
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