By the way you describe it, if I had to wager a guess, I'd say that you're not facing the philosophical branch of solipsism - proponents of solipsism don't necessarily feel that they are detached, they only derive a sense of life from the metaphysics of it all. From the sounds of it, you're actually experiencing this detachment, which is a clear sign of something happening in your mind. The fact that it's random, though, is interesting. I wish I new enough to answer your question - perhaps you should seek a psychiatrist?
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