Xerxys

Yes, I'm crazy, I have ADD and I cant seem to stay at one place at a time, no I have never had counseling and I hate the idea that anybody needs medication for this. I am calm collected and despite the fact that I have a dodobird memory and twitchy nerves, I get through life with I cant seem to give you better advice than Halx just did, you have to set rules and regulations for yourself and adhere to them strictly if you are too proud son-of-a-bitch to ask for help, like me. My worst fear is failure and that really isn't saying much because that's everyone's worst fear. You mess up you'll affect more than yourself so just get up and do it, don't think about anything, just set a timetable and follow it. The rest will happen organically!! Check to see what it is you wanna do, what subjects did you enjoy through school, pick one of those and I promise a career will bloom, freedom is not free, my friend, it comes with a price of sacrifice of self.