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i've lived in central oregon for almost three years now. Before that, I was a Portland girl. I felt I belonged in Portland and suburbs for sure. It's a pretty quirky city and so am I. The public transportation is great and I felt comfortable as a pedistrian. I wasn't so sure if I fit in Central Oregon for a long while... and I feel I am finally acclimating to my environment. It's been a hard adjustment for me, even if it is only 3 1/2 hours from where I used to live (can you tell I don't venture out much? Imagine what it would be like for me if I moved to a different state or country... yikes). Central Oregon is very outdoorsy, and I don't like the culture as much as Portland. People seem more stand offish, uptight, and snobby here. I don't like that. While I love the outdoors, I didn't feel like I fit in because I don't get out much. That has changed.. I joined a walking/hiking group and am able to appreciate all the different nature areas around here! I love it. Still not as comfortable with the culture in general, but in terms of being outdoors oriented, I am MUCH more comfortable. I feel this is a pretty good step for me...
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And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom.
~Anais Nin
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