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Originally Posted by mia_ad
oh, I see. Congratulation on becoming a father soon! I'm pregnant myself and understand the difficulties. But sounds like you and your wife almost made it! Good luck with everything  |
She's a beautiful little baby girl!!! Big, strong, healthy, very alert and aware...cutest little thing!
Aside, I find that the spin affected me differently then I suspected (I don't even know for sure if I can attribute it to the such, most likely not...though the build up of energy of thought I can attribute to a good extent to the spinning...), given time to build up. I became more focused on a single person...contrary to my polygamous nature. Instead of having my attentions spread out over thoughts of who knows how many women...they became all focused on one. This is not like me at all...
And...I had a very powerful dream that has apparently made me take a step back from reality itself...it was possibly the most disturbing dream I ever had, but it did a great deal to change my perspective of life. I am more comfortable with death each day...this dream left me yearning for it. I don't care to go into the details...personal...
Now, I don't know what to expect. I've stopped for 6 days, but I resumed yesterday, and I will be catching up and surpassing where I am now. Stability seems less important to me, everything does...(maybe it was the dream???). I am hearing soft music play through my mind, washing away unwanted pain.
I wish you the best with your being pregnant. May your baby be bright, lovely, healthy, and happy. Also, thanks for visiting, even if briefly.
I'm letting it all go...
Universal Love,
Jozen-Bo