paparora

I feel like I have no one in life to rely on but myself. Parents are the closest thing, I suppose. With friends, you have to spend a lot of time to gain something out of a friendship, even that always hangs on a thin thread. I guess it hit me today because I am going to my 4.5th year in college, while everyone else has graduated. In college, we hung out and partied on a daily basis and it was all dandy, but now I feel like I have lost it all. There were a few kids I really wanted to maintain that friendship with, and it just feels like they have moved on (as I probably would too i guess). So nothing against them, had some great memories with them but it really makes you question...is this really such a meaningless life?