I have tried to watch porn with company but it made me want to laugh. I guess I just wasn't comfortable enough. Also, certain porn I like to watch, I wouldn't want to watch with a guy...it might put ideas in their head I don't want to emulate lol
I would like to one day feel comfortable enough with someone to the extent that I can watch porn with them quite naturally...I'm sure that day will come. I hope it's soon!
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Whether we write or speak or do but look
We are ever unapparent. What we are
Cannot be transfused into word or book.
Our soul from us is infinitely far.
However much we give our thoughts the will
To be our soul and gesture it abroad,
Our hearts are incommunicable still.
In what we show ourselves we are ignored.
The abyss from soul to soul cannot be bridged
By any skill of thought or trick of seeming.
Unto our very selves we are abridged
When we would utter to our thought our being.
We are our dreams of ourselves, souls by gleams,
And each to each other dreams of others' dreams.
Fernando Pessoa, 1918
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