I think you have to weigh your options and decide what's important to you now.
Put aside how you were raised, think about what you believe and what you want. This is
you making the decision. Not guilt, not a bunch of horny guys, not even a horny woman you lust for.
If you should decide to refrain from having sex until you're ready, she should be willing to respect your feelings if she's worth it. We don't know the scenario, she may just be looking for your "cherry".
And, just so ya know, I'm about the furthest from Christian as one can be. But I think you should both be on the same page so that no one gets hurt.
