Life has just taken a hell of a turn. Been seeing this very lovely girl for a while now, and on, of all days, Friday the 13th, I get informed she is pregnant. Needless to say, this was a bit of a shock. And this was with 2 forms of birth control in place. We were keeping a lid on things while she decided which way it was going to go. Well, we're keeping it. The bitter bastard is about to have a bastard of his own.
I am, in the end, excited about this. When I'm not in the middle of a "oh my fucking god I'm going to be a dad" freak out. I always planned on having kids someday, just wasn't expecting it to be this someday. We had our first doctors appointment on the 30th. Kids isn't even out of the womb and it's already fucking with me. While I had stepped out of the room to use the bathroom real quick the listened for the heart beat. Picked it up real quick. When I came back in the kid moved and they couldn't find it again. I get the feeling this is just a nice foreshadowing of the next 18 or so years. I swear, I don't think I've ever been so excited and scared shitless all at the same time before.