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Let me just first say men are insane!!
Me and my man have an understanding, until he looks like Brad Pitt he can't expect me to look like Laetitia Casta. But the problem is me, I want to look like her because I know that turns him on. So maybe it is us woman who are insane. He is content to eat whatever, not shave, not workout, not try new hair or clothing styles. And I love and except him as is, so why is it that I am the one who says if I lost two or three sizes, worked out all the time (to tone shit up after two back to back babies), and let my hair grow that I could be his ultimate fantasy.
Honestly I think I have problems, he will never be my ultimate fantasy but we have great sex, so why can't I be happy not being his ultimate fantasy knowing we have great sex, and I look hot naked (I do think so!).
Yes, I think about my weight and wish I looked different, like I used to "once apounce a time". But I am unwilling to become the unhappy stressed out bitch I would need to be to put the time into it and make the changes to my life. I think I am a whole lot sexier happy and heavy than skinny and bitching, pushing my husband and toddlers around to make sure I eat my six small meals a day and workout for my two hours a day (which I know would get me there.)
Maybe one day, maybe not,
but today I know I'm hot,
just as I am, in this moment
happy, heavy and content
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Yes you can get off on the same sexual experience for 24 full hours!!!!!
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