JJ, you couldn't have said it better. Ten or twenty years from now he will still be suffering with these issues and I want no part of it. He refuses to deal with his substance abuse, so I refuse to deal with him. Today he came in from work, mowed the lawn, and didn't say a word about what happened last night. I suppose in his mind, everything is hunky dory but it's so uncomfortable and WEIRD just being in the same room with him. After he ran me off scared last night, shaved his head like Britney Spears and left this fucked up poem on my computer, wouldn't you feel like you owe an apology? I know I would feel fucking terrible.
(Please note the god awful, horrendous spelling)
try to open to a vine
she twists and turns
grows and kills, stalks
reproduction over all
new geniration; asexuel
Ummmmmm. Right. WTF??????? So I'm looking for new places to live and tomorrow I'm going to call my landlord and talk to her. I hope she is understanding. I never expected anything like this, I swear I'm a normal human being! Why is this happening?! I also need to have a heart to heart with my parents...
Oh and I forgot to mention, he slipped $450 (his half of this month's rent) into my purse today. Great.
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Kim
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