This sucks, Plummie, but if it helps, EVERYTHING you're saying is textbook addict behavior. Addicts are CONSUMMATE liars. They're EXCELLENT at it; it's what they do. You haven't made any mistake that hasn't been made before by millions and millions of people who have been in relationships with addicts. So, you have NOTHING to be ashamed of. Your first job right now is to take care of yourself, and your second job, once the first one is handled, is to take care of him.
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