To summarize: I try and wish I wasn't concerned about it as I am.
It's gotten a lot better over time, but it's still an ongoing struggle. I think I struggle between meeting beauty standards and enjoying myself. I somehow think my life would be so much better if I was thinner, but yet I love eating good food and I really hate most exercises (running, jogging, etc).
I guess what it'll boil down to is my health. Right now, I'm considered slightly overweight. Do I want to live my life unhealthy like that? I just don't know if it's worth it.
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