Aghh.... seems like I have spent almost my entire life being consumed with my weight. After my parents divorce when I was a child...I think I turned to food as comfort...and so my struggles with weight began. When I hit puberty, I seemed to naturally grow out of my chubiness and was thrilled with my new naturally thin body. After high school...everything changes. The weight just went on faster and faster and it seemed I took longer to notice.... next thing you know, I am 40 plus pounds overweight. After alot of failed efforts and some will power... I am back at a weight I am fairly happy with, but would feel super hot within myself if I was about 10-15 pounds lighter.
I swear- do any guys ever spend this much of their life obsessing with their weight?
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