My latest, dedicated to Andrew:
nightmare
Every night i toss and turn,
and then jar myself awake.
Drenched in sweat, delirous,
no sleeping pills left to take.
I torment myself each night,
lost in pleasant dreams of you.
And suddenly I awake,
knowing none of it was true.
Why I bring this on myself,
I cannot pretend to know.
I just wish these thoughts of you,
would for once please let me go.
It pains me to think of you,
to yearn for what will not be.
So, you understand, these dreams
are simply nightmares to me.
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seretogis - sieg heil
perfect little dream the kind that hurts the most, forgot how it feels well almost
no one to blame always the same, open my eyes wake up in flames
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