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thespian86 · 06-17-2008, 10:20 AM

I'm sorry, I don't know how many here are still interested, if they were at all. This is the last update and only because I'm very confused.

I saw her today and we spoke and it is obviously killing her. This makes me sad and kind of happy at the same time, about 95% the first, and the latter only because I know I'm not alone. But there are a few things that stood out to me. She was upset that I had taken off the matching bracelets we wore, and she still had hers on. She hugged me very tightly, and very hard when I left, like she did when she needed me. She talked about it with a voice that completely contradicted it's subject. I don't know if she regrets it or wants to get back together. Now I know what your thinking but it's not that.

I'm actually quite past it now, there is an obvious attraction there, but once I've decided on something I tend to stick to my guns, and it honestly wasn't that hard to see her as most of my feelings have dwindled, while she was a wreck. This girl is family; she probably always will be. The feelings I have for her are generally one of caring, not of wanting, and I just want to know if there is a way I can make this transition easier. My way would be backing off, but if a different road has to be taken, should I? I feel obligated to, and especially if its not slight to me, what is really stopping me. We are both adults, and at least I have a clear head, so what do you think.

i already know you'll say "don't do it" hahaha.

06-17-2008, 10:20 AM	#34 (permalink)
thespian86 change is hard. Location: the green room.	I'm sorry, I don't know how many here are still interested, if they were at all. This is the last update and only because I'm very confused. I saw her today and we spoke and it is obviously killing her. This makes me sad and kind of happy at the same time, about 95% the first, and the latter only because I know I'm not alone. But there are a few things that stood out to me. She was upset that I had taken off the matching bracelets we wore, and she still had hers on. She hugged me very tightly, and very hard when I left, like she did when she needed me. She talked about it with a voice that completely contradicted it's subject. I don't know if she regrets it or wants to get back together. Now I know what your thinking but it's not that. I'm actually quite past it now, there is an obvious attraction there, but once I've decided on something I tend to stick to my guns, and it honestly wasn't that hard to see her as most of my feelings have dwindled, while she was a wreck. This girl is family; she probably always will be. The feelings I have for her are generally one of caring, not of wanting, and I just want to know if there is a way I can make this transition easier. My way would be backing off, but if a different road has to be taken, should I? I feel obligated to, and especially if its not slight to me, what is really stopping me. We are both adults, and at least I have a clear head, so what do you think. i already know you'll say "don't do it" hahaha. __________________ EX: Whats new? ME: I officially love coffee more then you now. EX: uh... ME: So, not much.