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Monday will be 3 weeks since Ive seen or communicated with the Tpop. I have erased all of his messages and numbers and culled through our emails. I have closed my email account. I did these things last weekend. It took 2 weeks of stinky funky missed work days, but I did it. I think of him most of the day still, and try to distract myself. The other night I cried on the way home and cried his name out loud. I daydream about him.
Im not sure that it will go away PMF21, but I think it will lessen and we will get used to it, and more importantly learn from it. One day I think we will wake-up the train will have stopped at a new station. Until then, 1000 besitos for you my friend.
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As far as possible, without surrender, be on good terms with all persons...be cheerful; strive for happiness - Desiderata
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