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I've been good for the past couple days. I took off the bracelet she made me, took down stuff from my walls, I'm making plans to move on. And all of a sudden I cried from the first time. Not over the stuff being packed away, I stumbled across this video of her on my computer while cleaning it out and she said "My Taylor... well he's a freak, but that's why I love him". Another which she played with our kitten, which is now a cat in front of me as I type. And I cried.
I'm trying so hard to move on, I've emailed her but she hasn't replied but I'm not going to hassle her. Man, why does this come and go. It hurts so bad sometimes, then ten seconds later I'm all gung-ho for my new life, making plans, shaking hands. I don't understand this.
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EX: Whats new?
ME: I officially love coffee more then you now.
EX: uh...
ME: So, not much.
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