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thespian86 · 06-12-2008, 03:22 PM

hahaha I have yet to get the Red Vines? What are they, I've never even heard of them? I know, it's probably shocking.

I spoke with my parents tonight, and discussed my avenues. i also spoke with a couple of friends about it. I thought about it for awhile and decided I would email her saying some well placed words. i sent it, and I expect an answer of "nothing has changed" which I think I've started to come to terms with, perhaps only momentarily, and that feels good. I wrote a list of things I want to do but were unable to do. I asked a girl out for coffee (as a friend, but Ash didn't like her so I stayed clear out of respect for her), I emailed my uncle about working in Virginia this summer until I go to TO which I've always wanted to do, and other things.

But there is a problem. Earlier this fall I met a girl, in university, named Steph. Steph and I quickly became close friends and I noticed after a week that she had feelings for me. She is beautiful, incredibly so, so smart and fun, and ambitious. And her dad has tickets for him and I to see the Bills play Miami in TO which means I might marry her. The problem is I needed a place to stay, and Steph's family lives in a large home in the Annex, which is where I'm looking to live. I was honest about why I didn't feel comfortable staying with her but her family insisted and I "wasn't allowed to say no to three of them" so I accepted. Now we are searching for apartments for me (although I might have one lined up) and going out saturday night.

I don't know how to feel about this. I was interested but faithful so I never ever acted on it. But now I'm single. I know it's too soon, but is it too soon to approach? I don't know... this is so complicated.

06-12-2008, 03:22 PM	#23 (permalink)
thespian86 change is hard. Location: the green room.	hahaha I have yet to get the Red Vines? What are they, I've never even heard of them? I know, it's probably shocking. I spoke with my parents tonight, and discussed my avenues. i also spoke with a couple of friends about it. I thought about it for awhile and decided I would email her saying some well placed words. i sent it, and I expect an answer of "nothing has changed" which I think I've started to come to terms with, perhaps only momentarily, and that feels good. I wrote a list of things I want to do but were unable to do. I asked a girl out for coffee (as a friend, but Ash didn't like her so I stayed clear out of respect for her), I emailed my uncle about working in Virginia this summer until I go to TO which I've always wanted to do, and other things. But there is a problem. Earlier this fall I met a girl, in university, named Steph. Steph and I quickly became close friends and I noticed after a week that she had feelings for me. She is beautiful, incredibly so, so smart and fun, and ambitious. And her dad has tickets for him and I to see the Bills play Miami in TO which means I might marry her. The problem is I needed a place to stay, and Steph's family lives in a large home in the Annex, which is where I'm looking to live. I was honest about why I didn't feel comfortable staying with her but her family insisted and I "wasn't allowed to say no to three of them" so I accepted. Now we are searching for apartments for me (although I might have one lined up) and going out saturday night. I don't know how to feel about this. I was interested but faithful so I never ever acted on it. But now I'm single. I know it's too soon, but is it too soon to approach? I don't know... this is so complicated. __________________ EX: Whats new? ME: I officially love coffee more then you now. EX: uh... ME: So, not much.