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thespian86 · 06-12-2008, 07:19 AM

Hey guys, just a quick update, thanks for all the support:

It looks like it isn't going to change. We haven't spoken since, but I just got back from camping on an island in the atlantic. It was a great time, read a couple books, cooked, hiked... felt great to get out. I feel weird about it still and I am still in the "man I hope she comes back" phase but I know it's not going to happen. She has been telling friends the same story she told me (for the record, I didn't ask them to tell me, they did and I told them I wasn't interested) but I'm almost 99% sure it has to do with me going to TO. She was fine until then, and then her beginning of school started six months later, I think it would have a lot to do with it. I miss her tremendously but I'm doing my best to be strong.

Thats about it.

EDIT: I wrote this on my lunch break, then stopped myself twice from writing her. Almost sent one but then decided it was the wrong thing to do. But the rest of the afternoon was hell... I haven't really eaten for a few days now and I can't seem to make myself do it. Work was full of me not talking (I'm usually the loudest/happiest) and snapping at those who decided to talk to me. This is almost too hard.

06-12-2008, 07:19 AM	#20 (permalink)
thespian86 change is hard. Location: the green room.	Hey guys, just a quick update, thanks for all the support: It looks like it isn't going to change. We haven't spoken since, but I just got back from camping on an island in the atlantic. It was a great time, read a couple books, cooked, hiked... felt great to get out. I feel weird about it still and I am still in the "man I hope she comes back" phase but I know it's not going to happen. She has been telling friends the same story she told me (for the record, I didn't ask them to tell me, they did and I told them I wasn't interested) but I'm almost 99% sure it has to do with me going to TO. She was fine until then, and then her beginning of school started six months later, I think it would have a lot to do with it. I miss her tremendously but I'm doing my best to be strong. Thats about it. EDIT: I wrote this on my lunch break, then stopped myself twice from writing her. Almost sent one but then decided it was the wrong thing to do. But the rest of the afternoon was hell... I haven't really eaten for a few days now and I can't seem to make myself do it. Work was full of me not talking (I'm usually the loudest/happiest) and snapping at those who decided to talk to me. This is almost too hard. __________________ EX: Whats new? ME: I officially love coffee more then you now. EX: uh... ME: So, not much. Last edited by thespian86; 06-12-2008 at 12:28 PM..