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Hey all, thanks for chiming in. I'm not stupid and honestly all of your responces have and do cross my mind. when I posted I was in the middle of listening to her go off on the phone. my gut feeling about the upstairs people really told me it was crazy or partly her being really frustrated with her situation (cant afford to move away from mom, and also afraid her mom shouldn't be totally alone)and a paranoid misconception that the upstirs footsteps are following her.
abaya...yeah we still do the deed but not as much...she's on b/c and I use a condom .
Lasereth...I agree totally. I often think she want's to be a victem somehow. I just don't see why anyone would want that. I mean why look for trouble, life dolls out plenty as it is.
Tully, offloading responcibility is a major theme with these people. the sons blame the dad for getting killed and use his death as an excuse to drop the ball and drink. same with the mom (although I don't think she drinks any more.)
Hain, yes, I'd say initially it was hot. I knew nothing of her fucked up family, she just came over and wanted to screw alot. she was cuter back then...she still has huge chest bumps...but obviously that's not enough in the long run and this has run on too long.
I never really wanted to save her. I was fairly deep into it before I knew how fucked up it was.
there will be another break up...this time I'll come here and ask you guys to encourage me to cut off all ties.
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when you believe in things that you don't understand, then you suffer. Superstition ain't the way.
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