I dunno, i'll prolly update my journal with more details on the "why" but for now, i'm focused on the "what"
so far I've found
http://www.seattlefitness.com/index.html
to be my 1st choice to look in to, doesn't seem like a huge franchise, not too far from where I live or work, looks affordable.
Guy i was talking to last night was like 6'6 and ripped, I was like "oh man that could be me" so I just straight up asked him what the hell he was doing.
he just told me to start working out twice a week at a gym and the rest would follow.
baby steps.
see, thats the thing, having actually seen someone my size now and a better body type, I kinda was like "well crap, I'm off today, lets get something productive done"
I'm just worried I'm going to come across like a total idiot when I walk in.