oh my Suviko... *fanning my face*... he is YUMMY... *impish smile*
i too must admit that i like a man with at least a little bit of meat of him...
i'm attracted to all shapes and sizes really... but when it comes down to my intimate comfort zone... i have this "thing" about feeling in any way shape or form "larger" than the man i'm lying next to... that stems from old eating disorder body image BULLSHIT that runs through my head...
i know it "shouldn't" matter... but if i'm to be truly honest here... i prefer the proverbial "strapping" man who could protect me in any given situation... he doesn't have to be large & "muscular" persay... just emit a feeling of strength...
perhaps that comforts my insecurities and need to feel "protected"... *shrug*...
that of course directly conflicts with my more feminst nature and desire to be an independant woman... *sheepish laugh*... complicated i am...
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