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Made sex a lot more accessible. And meaningless.
You'd think the first time you'd feel more complete, more loved or accepted, but it Just felt like, "oh. Well. I've done it."
Subsequent women after her was the same--a means to get off and not a bond of intimacy.
So losing my virginity made me more promiscuous. Less worried about saving it for the special right girl to come along.
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