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I’ve only been with this one girl. I just lost my virginity at 25, and was always conscious about being a virgin at such a “late” (late to pop culture) age.
That’s why I take it so seriously.
I am trying to break free, though, even if this is the only girl I know. She won’t tell you the truth, even when she has no reason to lie. She is plain untrustworthy, but lust always makes me forget that.
I wondered about it because between the two of us, she was always the one insisting on my using a condom. So, these past two times when she didn't have any, I assumed that she felt that the "ensuing act" wasn't sex, which made me think one thing that has happened before: another man in her life.
Like I said, she never tells you anything. Given the responses here I've been alerted to a very sobering thought, and I will now be the one that insists on the condom. Better yet, maybe mind will prevail over heart and I can break free.
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