Mate, it's quite simple. I've been in this situation.
Finish it with her. Relationships are meant to make you happy and feel good, and it sounds like you're neither happy or feeling good about things.
After the amount of time you've been going out with her, a lot of things will feel like a habit, and she'll be a massive part of your life, so that makes finishing it even harder. However, there's definitely somebody out there who will make you happier and appreciate you much more. My feeling is you'll thank yourself for ending it a month or two down the line.
All the best to you, and good luck. Let us know how it goes.
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