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Speaking of boobies, it took me a long time to be comfortable with my breasts. I'm Asian and live in Vancouver, so it is really really awkward to see many plumper and fuller bodies of my ethnicities in my city. In fact it was down right horrible to feel ugly and fat amongst a crowd of toothpicks that call anything above a size 5 "obese". I used to wear sports bras to flatten them, when all the other girls stuffed their bras.
I'm a 36 F. I was a 38D cup, but when I went on birth control i grew to a 38D (I was so sure my boobs didn't grew but the sizes at La Senza just shrunk) but the band size was always too big. Then I went to CHANGE and they fitted me into a 36 F bra and my boobs have never been better looking.
I love my breasts now and I love the way my boyfriend looks at them and how he will sometimes (meaning: all the time) forget to make eye contact or when I catch him sneaking a glimpse. Sure, I find flaws here and there (my nipples are too small, I have small areolas, they are slightly lop sided and they don't push together naturally), but overall, i'm very happy about them. They make finding clothes a nuisance at times, but they have been relatively perky for their age.
Yeah, so when I go shopping at the asian malls with my aunts and they go "oh, that won't fit you because you are too fat" (they are mean)
I say, "yeah, I guess my luscious 36F boobs just won't fit in the chest"
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