see here is the problem, like the last time i saw her was when we hookedup and she seemed way more into it than me, during and after. And after she told me she couldnt resist me like even when i touch her she cant control herself, i thought that was a wierd thing to tell me. Ive also been told no im not going to hookup with u, and then ended up hooking up with the same girl.
As far as other girls go, i have no problem with that, when i go home ina few days i already have 2 other girls, who are equally as gorgeous, it seems though no matter how many girls, or how beautiful, or how great of a catch they are i still want her. I really dont know what to do, ive even told her how i feel, and she like blows it off. Its so fucked up. But the funny thing is, i play hard to get with these other girls, yet with this one i have never done that. i think she likes the fact that i feel that way about her. you know what the worst part is? when it gets close to going home or seeing her, she gets so excited, even recently like i stated, like she was pumped when i brought up that im landing while shes waiting for her boarding.
So is general concensus to just get over? i think i can, its just i think if i stop putting effort into the friendship part i might lose her, im really confused on what im supposed to say to her and how im supposed to act towards her.
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