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My feelings for intimacy with a woman have greatly intensified in recent months. In public I find myself closely scrutinizing pretty women and their bodies. I have never had sex with a woman, but have a deep desire to experience it.
I am married, but have not revealed this strong desire to my husband. I hope I am strong enough to resist my yearnings, unless he consents. I have serious doubts that he would ever agree; possibly only in a threesome, which I would not want.
I would want her all to myself and likewise give myself completely to her. I would want an emotional and caring attachment, not just sex. To bring her into bed with my husband and me would be using her, as nothing more than a sex toy you take out of the night table.
I fantasize so often about a woman taking me by the hand to her bedroom, undressing me and ravishing my body with kisses.
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