Originally Posted by abaya

Recently I find myself crying so hard at night that it "stains" my face (red blotches, puffy eyes) even to the next morning, and I have to try and hide it when I go to work. It comes from the kind of pain that just makes me unable to stand or even sit up, it hits me so hard.

Also find that I don't cry hard when I fall asleep, but sometimes the tears just can't stop leaking... they are a constant trickle, until my mind shuts down enough that I can sleep.