I'll try my best to keep it short... Summer 2006

I meet the girl of my dreams in Florida, She was beautiful fun and ...exciting...

but! i live in California... Our 1st nite we lay in a golf course looking into the sky... holding eachother... Fireworks from one of the disney parks were exploding in the distance we kissed blah blah blah...
...We fell madly in love things went great for a year and a half. she wanted to have my kids! for cryin out loud... all that... It worked cause i could fly for free to see her in the BAHAMAS, Things still were going great... until this last month. Nothing but arguements... The distance has been killing us. I fucked up by breaking up with her at the worst time... The weekend of her Uncles death... We went on a break... I call her and recieve the coldest shoulder ever... She is pissed at me says some mean things I call her a bitch... BAM Its assumed over. WORST PART IS ITS ASSUMED!!! A WEEK GOES BY no talking thats the worst! Until finally she calls and shes SO HAPPY, and im feeling like shit... I GUess shes moved on... we argued hung up... still waiting to see if anything will happen... I fuckin doubt it... I better start lookin eh?
