Shauk

Yeah I dunno. Sometimes I just get to feeling completely "ugh"

I start thinking about the worldview from someone elses shoes. I've seen some pretty bad pictures of people on the internet, people who had some sort of semblance of self worth perhaps. I wonder if it's developed by looking at yourself each day, every day in the morning, or maybe in the afternoon before you head out for the evening.

How can you truely get a measure of what you have and what you don't have as far as "the right stuff" to be physically attractive.

I dunno, I don't consder myself a bad looking fellow, but there are times where I feel like absolute shite (with an e!) What makes me feel like that? I can't figure it out. Am I afraid of what others think of me? Am I disappointed in myself for not taking care of myself properly every single opportunity? or is it a mental imbalance? or is it a social conditioning?