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Bitter is the way I am wired- just is who I am. Therefor it makes it easy for me to say terrible things, "Give her what she deserves!" I don't have to live with the emotional consequences of my actions given how young I am. I haven't experienced the love that many get to feel, and for such a long time. So again it makes it easy for me to think, "Let her go fuck herself..."
However, I wish you to exhaust counseling. I was of the opinion that before a judge sanctifies a divorce, a couple must first go through counseling (as happened to some of my neighbors, my friends). See a female counselor, see a male counselor, hell if you can find one, see counselors that are husband and wife. That way there isn't the paranoia of either of you being "favored" (as my neighbor described his counselor's behavior with his wife)... And you just might catch them arguing... the irony...
It's a goddamned situation you are in, and I wish you to get the best of luck in it.
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